IHY work!

ily RAIN

Pretty much a sickooooo

What a good night last night better then expected 

Memories will last, feelings will die, but my love for you will live on

It's hard to know you don't miss me, i guess you were more a part of me then i was of you

It's seriously times like these when you say fuck the world fuck life and get drunk

But it doesn't always help

It usually ends with you feeling pretty shit and not just from the hangover

 But from whats done when your not thinking straight, i used to think life's not worth regrets,

 But now i think whats life without regrets? 

Take a break, Have a kitkat

Could use a break from life right now

WORK IS SO TIRING

It's not much better having TAFE all night as well

Just wanna sleep early night tonight i think 

why cant i just cheer up? 

look girls

i'm no Nintendo game so please don't play me

I really dislike the thinking time i'm having really upsets me!

Also i hate that i'm growing up its like as soon as you hit 17/18 the world wants u to slave away so u can feed its greed of money, well! what about my greed of money? how am i supposed to buy myself things on $7 dollars an hour, i can barley feed my alcohol dependency.

I'm beginning to regret leaving school when i did, i really coming to miss all my friends and how much closer we were at school i'm finding myself getting more and more isolated but i have no one to blame but myself i bring it all upon me. 

I really want to meet a girl, i need a new love, i want to get my life in order and it starts with a companion,

 i fail at finding them tho, really could do with some help.

Life is shitting me, i'm seriously feeling pretty crap these last few months,

 i know why and hate that i cant do anything to change it. 

Lately I've come to realize that i'm not much, i don't really fit into one group,

 its not a good thing to be known by many people like i am, it really makes life hard.

some people just don't seem to realize i have enough friends,

 the one i'm missing is the only friend i cant seem to get, a girlfriend. 

i don't think i'm supposed to be happy thats the way things are going. but why is this?

 i should be happy but i'm not, someone help me out.