July 28, 2010

Every time my phone goes off, i rush to see if its from you

Usually i'm sadly mistaken.
I hate that sienna asked about you today, she loved you and always asked where u were, where did teish go, we talk to Teish *points to computer* your defiantly missed

July 27, 2010

Memories everywhere, wish if this is how its gotta be

Then at least i wouldn't have to remember how great you are
i wish i could be the one commenting on your stuff 

I really feel like sleepovers :(
but i cant even keep you from hating me 
i just sat down and cried under the water 

July 26, 2010

I guess i need you more then ever
Is this how it is gunna stay?
All i want for my birthday is a date with you.


I'm loving talking to you it feels so good until i say goodbye and i'm not sure when you'll want to talk to me again, i'm sorry i cant stop its just a natural thing if i don't i miss you, and i don't wanna miss you no more xxx 

July 25, 2010

i love seeing you everyday 
even if its only a picture on my phone x
well that felt great....until

July 22, 2010

I didn't sleep in my bed last night, it reminded me to much of you
This is my favorite photo by far
ily<3
We only get 86,400 seconds in a day, to turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em, while we still got the chance to say.
I missed my chance now its all blown away link sands from an hour glass
Nothing i say now will ever mean the same as it used to
you'll never feel as good as it used to make you, well not from me.
I hate that fact.
Because i love you
and ill always remember how you made me feel
TIME
i hate it but its going to have to do
i wont give up i know your reading just stay my friend
i just hate that i cant tell the future :(

July 21, 2010

I made myself think I was over you.
Where in reality you were my everything.
Now I'm nothing
Because I'm lost within myself and the only one who can save me,
is the only one who doesn't want to
Its what you always wanted :(
Why the fuck couldn't I see how good you are for me and act in time 
now you've moved on and I'm left all alone
Fuck this feeling right fucking off :(

Cant you see the picture fucked myself right up didn't i fuck ill be hating myself forever :( 
the one i just let fucking go :(

July 20, 2010

I need a hippo :(

replaced.
fucking feeling in the world thanks to whoever created this hell we call earth and the feelings that come with it, your did a shit hot job at making life the most confusing miserable thing in a persons life? tell me the good starts when we die? cause could it get worse?

July 19, 2010

Had a good and well productive day today :) went to workways interview enrolled in some tafe courses, enquired about a new starter motor for the falcon :) went hung out with laura then took some photos of caitlin for lauras assignment :) went to coles to see chris ahaha ohhhh and i enrolled to vote at the election this year :) the hard choice is choosing who to vote for ahha i think ill make a new box and vote for myself :)


hmmmmm i dont know what to say really, i guess i dont really know how im feeling for too long now it seems ive had way to much on my mind, really starting to hate it actually! but ohwell ill live i guess :(

July 18, 2010

ITUNES TIME
Cheer the fuck up
You scare me
I hate it

Went snowboarding with jeremy olivia and lewis :)
 Ripped up falls was good as fun even tho i was fairly seedy

July 17, 2010

sooooo lastnight i went to lillies, "what u watched as kids" party
i dressed up as goku :) it didnt last long haha, i got real drunk and spewed.
i then fell asleep on way home laying in matts back seat. when i got home i heard a party
soooo i was yelling out to them and they got angry ahahah
 but then i rang campbell and him and maddy came talked to me :) nice.

July 15, 2010

Teds in a can? fuck yeah!
sitting back with nick enjoying some coldies 
jealous aren't you cunts!
you literately shook in my hands
sex love magic?

July 14, 2010

Awkward Moment
when im about to light up and group of men in green jumpsuits start chanting
"noooo scotty no no nooooo scotty no"
classic haha
I'm pretty sure I like this, hits close to home
TOO CLOSE?
Pat that pussy, Pat Pat Pat that pussy 
NOICE
I feel like a tattoo, or tattoos what should I get thou?
Thinking a sleeve would be good
Don't you worry babe, There's always hope
never forget
God must of hated us if he let us love

July 13, 2010

LOL me and ruby noticed we both have nearly identical freckles on our toes 
ahhaah so random but good laugh :)
Chillen with ruby :) 
shes my bestest franddd in the whole world
ive missed hanging with her, so its good to catch up because i hate when we drift apart :(
but doesn't matter because we alway work things out its because were both awesome and we love each other 
I LOVE YOU RUBY <3


ahahha just came across this photo and reminded me of newy haah
BLEEKER : Classic

July 12, 2010

Sooo pulled in the driveway today and a good song came on the radio
highlight of my day 
facebook fucking pissed me right off today ><

July 11, 2010

list are shitting me as of late,
If i had the room id have my own and invite who i want but i cant.
so totally agree
Didn't remember it being this hard

Dance like no one is watching you.
Because really, who cares if you look like a fool, as long as your having fun.
TBBT
the big bang theory
"BAZINGA"

July 10, 2010

last night was sweet fun!
got to take the most sexy girl as my date ily Simone x
and had a good as time :) 
NORTH boys can party 
lol watching "She's out of my league" 
"why don't you go shit in your hands"
Funny Moment (Y)
I find it hard. why cant it just be easier.

life is shit, its no simple thing.
soooo just saw that add again! 'GET IN THE BOWL'

probably the funniest ad in a long time (: