Getting my hopes up only leaves myself open for disappointment

Choosing to see the best in people, seems to show the worst in them

I'm looking for that happiness a happiness i don't quite have 

The happiness that only one person can bring

An endless search in a see of faces, the ability to see personalities instead of facades 

A skill i wish i attained, it would make all this less hard.

All of the lights

Blinding me, i think i'm liking you baby

Now i just need a clue, let me know how you really feel

The moment i lost you

Was the moment i lost myself

Wish you knew how contractile your thoughts were

The truth is over-rated

Everybody lies learn to get over it

Learn to trust no one but yourself

I fucking love immature insecure cunts they make my day!

I don't want your girlfriend but maybe you should be a better boyfriend and see what you have got!

Tell your puppy dog to sit too its not cool

VALENTINES DAY

What a shit day for the single

Pretty sure it depresses me to think about the past on day like today

Hope everyone who does have a special someone enjoyed there day -.-

Watching this stupid movie is making depressed!

FML

BDO

I love Big Day Out

seriously was the best time ever :)

seriously cannot wait to the next festival! next year defs going again :D

The vinnes 

Little Red

Children Collide

Washington

Lupe Fiasco

Bliss n Eso

Angus and julia

Birds of tokyo

John butler Trio

Wolfmother

Bloody beetroots

Sia

Ramstein

Primal Scream

GRINDERMAN! 

SO MUCH EFFING FUN PACKED INTO 12HOURS

Sometimes its good to just stop and have a think

Clear the mind; Clear the heart

My love for you is infinite; I'll always have a love for you.

Your hate for me is indefinite; Will your love stay true.

Feeling pretty alone

All i need is a chance to show you 

then we can be happy together

IHY work!

ily RAIN

Pretty much a sickooooo

What a good night last night better then expected 

Memories will last, feelings will die, but my love for you will live on

It's hard to know you don't miss me, i guess you were more a part of me then i was of you

It's seriously times like these when you say fuck the world fuck life and get drunk

But it doesn't always help

It usually ends with you feeling pretty shit and not just from the hangover

 But from whats done when your not thinking straight, i used to think life's not worth regrets,

 But now i think whats life without regrets? 

Take a break, Have a kitkat

Could use a break from life right now

WORK IS SO TIRING

It's not much better having TAFE all night as well

Just wanna sleep early night tonight i think 

why cant i just cheer up? 

look girls

i'm no Nintendo game so please don't play me

I really dislike the thinking time i'm having really upsets me!

Also i hate that i'm growing up its like as soon as you hit 17/18 the world wants u to slave away so u can feed its greed of money, well! what about my greed of money? how am i supposed to buy myself things on $7 dollars an hour, i can barley feed my alcohol dependency.

I'm beginning to regret leaving school when i did, i really coming to miss all my friends and how much closer we were at school i'm finding myself getting more and more isolated but i have no one to blame but myself i bring it all upon me. 

I really want to meet a girl, i need a new love, i want to get my life in order and it starts with a companion,

 i fail at finding them tho, really could do with some help.

Life is shitting me, i'm seriously feeling pretty crap these last few months,

 i know why and hate that i cant do anything to change it. 

Lately I've come to realize that i'm not much, i don't really fit into one group,

 its not a good thing to be known by many people like i am, it really makes life hard.

some people just don't seem to realize i have enough friends,

 the one i'm missing is the only friend i cant seem to get, a girlfriend. 

i don't think i'm supposed to be happy thats the way things are going. but why is this?

 i should be happy but i'm not, someone help me out.

Would it be to much to say i miss you, when i know you don't miss me too?

I hate how this love can control me forever after the end of what was and will be an unforgettable relationship

Its hard to come to terms that you don't need me anymore, you've realized that you can get whoever

I always knew you would be able to, your far to beautiful not too.

I'll always remember the way you made me feel, the good the bad, the ugly and most of all the fun,

I miss laughing with you, rolling around with you, holding you, snuggling and you sleeping beside me

My love for you will never die, but for now its gotta hide

ILOVEYOU

I hated seeeing that update :(

is now in a relationship

Every time my phone goes off, i rush to see if its from you

Usually i'm sadly mistaken.

I hate that sienna asked about you today, she loved you and always asked where u were, where did teish go, we talk to Teish *points to computer* your defiantly missed

Memories everywhere, wish if this is how its gotta be

Then at least i wouldn't have to remember how great you are

i wish i could be the one commenting on your stuff 

I really feel like sleepovers :(

but i cant even keep you from hating me 

i just sat down and cried under the water 

I guess i need you more then ever

Is this how it is gunna stay?

All i want for my birthday is a date with you.

I'm loving talking to you it feels so good until i say goodbye and i'm not sure when you'll want to talk to me again, i'm sorry i cant stop its just a natural thing if i don't i miss you, and i don't wanna miss you no more xxx 

i love seeing you everyday 

even if its only a picture on my phone x

well that felt great....until

I didn't sleep in my bed last night, it reminded me to much of you

This is my favorite photo by far

ily<3

We only get 86,400 seconds in a day, to turn it all around or throw it all away

We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em, while we still got the chance to say.

I missed my chance now its all blown away link sands from an hour glass

Nothing i say now will ever mean the same as it used to

you'll never feel as good as it used to make you, well not from me.

I hate that fact.

Because i love you

and ill always remember how you made me feel

TIME

i hate it but its going to have to do

i wont give up i know your reading just stay my friend

i just hate that i cant tell the future :(

I made myself think I was over you.

Where in reality you were my everything.

Now I'm nothing

Because I'm lost within myself and the only one who can save me,

is the only one who doesn't want to

Its what you always wanted :(

Why the fuck couldn't I see how good you are for me and act in time 

now you've moved on and I'm left all alone

Fuck this feeling right fucking off :(

Cant you see the picture fucked myself right up didn't i fuck ill be hating myself forever :( 

the one i just let fucking go :(

I need a hippo :(

replaced.
fucking feeling in the world thanks to whoever created this hell we call earth and the feelings that come with it, your did a shit hot job at making life the most confusing miserable thing in a persons life? tell me the good starts when we die? cause could it get worse?

Had a good and well productive day today :) went to workways interview enrolled in some tafe courses, enquired about a new starter motor for the falcon :) went hung out with laura then took some photos of caitlin for lauras assignment :) went to coles to see chris ahaha ohhhh and i enrolled to vote at the election this year :) the hard choice is choosing who to vote for ahha i think ill make a new box and vote for myself :)

hmmmmm i dont know what to say really, i guess i dont really know how im feeling for too long now it seems ive had way to much on my mind, really starting to hate it actually! but ohwell ill live i guess :(

ITUNES TIME

Cheer the fuck up

You scare me

I hate it

Went snowboarding with jeremy olivia and lewis :)

 Ripped up falls was good as fun even tho i was fairly seedy

sooooo lastnight i went to lillies, "what u watched as kids" party

i dressed up as goku :) it didnt last long haha, i got real drunk and spewed.

i then fell asleep on way home laying in matts back seat. when i got home i heard a party

soooo i was yelling out to them and they got angry ahahah

 but then i rang campbell and him and maddy came talked to me :) nice.

Teds in a can? fuck yeah!

sitting back with nick enjoying some coldies 

jealous aren't you cunts!